I had a terrifying dream that a guy attempted to rape me but i ran and locked him my house but somehow forgot that my 5 yr old son was still in the house and horrible raped my son. My heart was torn apart, how could i have been so careless. i remember running to the neighbours for help and no one would assist me, a ladyt actually gave me a R100 , thinkin i was a beggar , when all i wanted was for her to call the police.i could hear my sons screams , and saw as the man was zipping pants up , he had red underwear on and was a black man. at some point before i managed to run out the house and lock him in , he shoved his penis in my mouth and i bit it and something squirted it out, it was not blood.i can literally see this mans penis in my mins as i type this( i wana vomit).later in the dream after no assistance from anyone and been mistaken for a begger, my sons dad arrived( we are not together)he wasnt as hurt as i was and didnt bother to chase after the dirty bastad that took advantage of my baby, instead he said he need to go make money so he can fix this, then i look on the road and there he was in a van , so there were two of him.before my ex arrived ,for a spli second in the dream, my current boyfriend can running to the house, but he didnt see me or hear me , i called out to him, it was like i ws invisible,he then jumped over fence and changed into my ex.my son came to me after the ordeal crying and tellin me he was raped all i did was sob an sob ,i remebr grabbing a knife but my ex didnt want to come with me and the bastard that raped my son got away , i then woke up.. in tears, the pain in my heart was unbearable, up to now i can not understand how could i have left my so, i would never have done in reality, in fact i rather be raped before that ever happening to my son.
I had a terrifying dream that a guy attempted to rape me but i ran and locked him my house but somehow forgot that my 5 yr old son was still in the house and horrible raped my son. My heart was torn apart, how could i have been so careless. i remember running to the neighbours for help and no one would assist me, a ladyt actually gave me a R100 , thinkin i was a beggar , when all i wanted was for her to call the police.i could hear my sons screams , and saw as the man was zipping pants up , he had red underwear on and was a black man. at some point before i managed to run out the house and lock him in , he shoved his penis in my mouth and i bit it and something squirted it out, it was not blood.i can literally see this mans penis in my mins as i type this( i wana vomit).later in the dream after no assistance from anyone and been mistaken for a begger, my sons dad arrived( we are not together)he wasnt as hurt as i was and didnt bother to chase after the dirty bastad that took advantage of my baby, instead he said he need to go make money so he can fix this, then i look on the road and there he was in a van , so there were two of him.before my ex arrived ,for a spli second in the dream, my current boyfriend can running to the house, but he didnt see me or hear me , i called out to him, it was like i ws invisible,he then jumped over fence and changed into my ex.my son came to me after the ordeal crying and tellin me he was raped all i did was sob an sob ,i remebr grabbing a knife but my ex didnt want to come with me and the bastard that raped my son got away , i then woke up.. in tears, the pain in my heart was unbearable, up to now i can not understand how could i have left my so, i would never have done in reality, in fact i rather be raped before that ever happening to my son.